Life?

You might think that the world is a happy place , where good guys always win the bad guys. Seriously, no. To me, everyone including me , the Gods and all of you reading this are bad guys. Why? We kill. We kill to eat. We kill lifes. We destroy the planet, slowly. And most importantly , we live on this planet. Sometimes, I even hate myself for eating , for living , for even dreaming of making this planet a "better place" to live in.
"Better place."
Sometimes, I wish that our minds are not so clever enough to invent, to destroy. I wish ... that there are no buildings , no computers , no televisions , no nothing. I want this planet to be simple. Simple like living as a caveman.
My so called "heaven life " ...